I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end..oh, oh, oh
It’s been a while since I’ve done this silly stuff.
However, bearing in mind the previous “episode” I regret so much – the uneccesary hesitation to pose with the oh-so-gorgeus Ari Wibowo (I was 8,5 months pregnant at that time, doing legal due diligence at Bakrie with the rest of my juniors in LGS, heading for lunch at Setiabudi Building)..well, let’s just say I don’t want to make the same mistake..
So, there were me and my junior friends..having this really nice and fun lunch at Ambas while all of a sudden, Darius the cutest..coming out of nowhere towards our table (with his pregnant Donna Agnesia, of course, but so what then :P )
From this point on, you can guess the rest of the story..